Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Thread Started on Jun 12, 2006, 2:32am »
Envy cantered into the lands bucking every now and then. She was furious, she didn't know what exactly had happened but she felt like she was going to go mad, or lose her mind or whatever. All she knew was that her father had kicked her out of his herd for no real reason other than her not acting like a light horse.
She screamed a scream of fury, a piercing sound that penetrated the heart. She stopped and started to toss her head, trying to break the wall that stopped her from remembering what had happened. She was going insane and she knew it, no stallion wanted her despite her beauty and power.
She wanted desperately to not want a stallion, but she failed miserably. Lonliness was a part of her life, she was always wondering on her own, never having a true friend. Something that she truely wanted and needed.
It was driving her crazy, she always had this feeling inside of her. A feeling which she could not explain, she wanted it to go away but she didn't know how how she could make it. The pain of this feeling was intolerable. She tossed her head again and again, making her mane fall into her burning eyes.
The feeling was like something stabbing you, something that you can't get rid of no matter how hard you tried. She went to the stream to get a drink, she was exhausted. Trying to run away from the feeling she had found out doesn't work, she had run long and hard but the feeling was still there, causing her pain and misery.
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Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #1 on Jun 13, 2006, 3:05pm »
'lo, bitch....
the low toned voice came, marking every step it made out from the darkness. the white pelt of this stag wasn't so light anymore, the darkness made it look almost black, but still, too light for some devils to look at.. the ground pawned on each step that crionte made, leaving small breaks and holes into the burnt forest.
as there wasn't any more of the thick darkness, crionte stopped. he raised it's foredaggers and pawned them harshly into the ground, making full pieces of it break and come off. turning with the same action, he started to circle the femme, looking closely at her with his eyes that were taking in the reddish tone of blood.
looking kinda lonely, eh? i am crionte, ruler of arymans, the closest way to hell, ya know. i'm asking your cursing, vixen?
crionte said again, with a deep motioning tone in his voice. daggers still pawned the ground harshly, but not making it break. broken hooves left holes into the ground, even the skull was now with woundes from past fights. eyes deeply looking at her like stones stuck on their places. pelt shone in the darkness that fell onto him, forelock slightly messy because of the wind that blew into his face softly..
Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #2 on Jun 13, 2006, 11:36pm »
I am Enviarr's Princess
she followed the movements of the stallion not trusting him to come any closer. She flattened her ears as if in watning, she knew that she didn't want him to come any closer for now. She tossed her head again, the pain was coming back, the stallion had made a piece of her memory return but it was unclear.
Her eyes filed with pain as she started rolling on the ground. She didn't want the memories to return it was too painful, yet she wanted to know what happened that day, or night, or whatever it was. She stood up again circling with the stallion in front of her, keeping her eyes on him.
Why is your color not that of darkness but that of light?
she asked him, she didn't really care but she wanted to try and keep her mind off of the memories that were causing such pain. She didn't want to seem weak by giving in to pain, she usually like the feeling of pain but not this time, not this kind of pain.This was tormenting, making her feel miserable, making her feel...., something that she didn't know of, a new feeling that she hadn't exprience before, and she wasn't sure she wanted to experience it for much longer either.
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Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #3 on Jun 13, 2006, 11:49pm »
why do you want to know?
the answer came strongly, but still, in a low tone. such questions didn't really make him feel comfortable, he was not the one to talk about his past. he didn't like it, he never liked it. it just... made him too angry, that silly vixens ask about such things..
i was once a light, at my yearling days, but became dark, because my father raised me after torturing and killing my mother.
he said after he calmed down a bit, but still.. he was kindla dissapointed in her. he turned and raised it's front daggers again, slamming them into the ground with a harsh slash, breaking a rock and some pieces of the ground.
my turn to ask questions, vixen, why did you roll on the ground, with your eyes full of pain? are you sure, that you follow the devils?
Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #4 on Jun 14, 2006, 1:10am »
The pain that I feel is not a normal pain, for normal pains I love, this pain that I feel is unusually strong, I do not know why I feel it I do not know where it comes from, all that I know is that I want to get rid of it for it is causing other unknown emotions to come out, emotions that I do not know and do not want to know
she answered him in a bit of a harsh tone, if she was not dark then why would she be standing there instead of being with all other polite and irritating horses that she despised of and thought of as twits.
Something has happened to me in the past that I do not know of, it is causing me great pain. The doors leading to the memories of that which happened is closed and locked up, every time I see something it lets a small piece of memory ascape from those locked doors, causing great pain and misery. If you had felt this apin before you would know why I do not like it, why I want to get rid of it. I am still strong, I do not give in to this pain but try to defeat it though I don't know how, if you want to question my darkness you are a fool!!
she stared hard at him, her eyes filling with anger that someone would doubt her darkness.
Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #6 on Jun 14, 2006, 11:22pm »
I will do what I please, if I want to question you I will
she didn't back up to him, she wasn't afraid. She didn't like to be told what to do by other horses, especially stallions. If he asked her she might, but he didn't, he was trying to tell her what to do. She has had some bad experiences by doing what others tells her to and she won't do it again.
And if you wish that I do not call you a fool then don't question my darkness for I am the granddaughter of one of the darkest horses ever, I have lived with him for many days and understand the ways of the dark, I do not wish to be anything else but a dark. Is that understood?!?!?
She didn't think that she would regret anyhting that she did from now on, she had learnt what she had to to become a dark horse and that ways was the only way that she will display.
Re: Dark, confused and FURIOUS!!!! « Reply #7 on Jul 16, 2006, 11:49am »
I say she is of light origin. Not darq enough for our herd, Love, She shows pain, and hates it, normal or not, all pain is bearable to some degree.
She scoffed at this foolish mare. And she thought she was darq, hmm. Toned pillars carried her to her lord, circling him to come to his right side. Eyeing the mare with sinister orbs was quite easy seeing as she showed to be pathetic, responding to the Demon that way.
She often became jealous of those he would come to claim, it disturbed her because they were often not up to her standards as they were his. Audits were daring to pin, as librums started to curl in utter disgust. Lethal Granduer danced with the demons across her bod' and her tendrils fell down to her shoulders, whip hung steady in the never ending zephyr that followed many 'round in the lands of Ermen.
Lord, I think little of her, what do you think, she disrespects you like she knows not what she stands in front of, the Devil Lord himself, along with his Lady, and here she is complaining about pain...Tsk Tsk...
Devilish grin played on her maw as she talked with her Baron, would he really choose to be interested and claim the heavenly wentch that stood before them. She knew Crionte despised it when she would tag along away from the growing herd to critisize his choice in the herd, but she enjoyed herself greatly, besides the envy and jealousy that would wrap around what was left of her cold heart like vines, only to be burned away with the icy words she would send into the sinister atmosphere...
OOC::i am museless....really, and besides i think i hear my mom comin, ttyl bb4n!
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